Luck and Talent - Xana Tang talks about her challenging role on SBS series Dead Lucky

“I’d like to see more original stories that include multicultural and multi-dimensional characters. Completely flawed characters that have a need to make the world a better place for themselves or for others. I think that’s what we’re all trying to do”

Xana Tang’s had a hell of a year. Known for playing the delightfully offbeat assistant ‘Cherry’ in seasons one and two of Filthy Rich, Xana is a hilarious and nuanced actress and a force to be reckoned with. Xana had her big break when she was still in high school, being cast in a leading role in Kiwi feature ‘Matariki'. Soon after she appeared as the lead in thedownlowconcept’s Greyhound racing television comedy series 'Hounds'.

After working her way through New Zealand TV and film and joining the world of casting and editing, this year she was cast on ABC-Netflix comedy series ‘The Letdown’. She then went straight into shooting for SBS series ‘Dead Lucky’, starring Rachel Griffiths and fellow Kiwi Yoson An.

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After a whirlwind year, PAT's director Chye-Ling Huang caught up with Xana about her most recent project, life on set and the differences between shooting a series in Australia and New Zealand.

Tell me about your role on Dead Lucky, what is your character like, and are you similar?

I play Bo-Lin Tan a Chinese international student who is a talented Violinist and aspiring musician. She’s adventurous, free-spirited and isn’t afraid to stand up to injustice and take matters into her own hands. I think we’re both incredibly cheeky and can make light of any situation. Other than that, she’s way cooler than me.

How did you get cast? What was the audition process like?

I was in Sydney on another project (The Letdown) and was tossing up between going home a week earlier or to stay. When I wrapped the project, the Dead Lucky audition came up (my first audition in an Australian casting studio!) and they recommended that I should stay in case I got a callback. If I left to come home that week, things would have turned out very differently!

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Yoson An, fellow Kiwi on Dead Lucky, talks about his character, Charlie Fung, being a refreshing, multi-dimensional Asian role. Did you feel the same way about Bo-Lin?

When I read the brief, it sounded like the typical Asian girl, wanting to play music but her strict parents won’t let her. But then, reading the script I instantly fell in love with the character because it wasn't just her wanting to follow those dreams - her deciding to come to Australia was about a desire for freedom. Her having a boyfriend, of a different culture, the way they speak to each other about each other and their future, that added more layers and made her more human.

Your character is an immigrant to Australia, recently becoming a contentious topic over the election. What was it like being in those shoes?

I think it’s important to tell those stories; to be honest everyone is an immigrant from somewhere. They all have a unique story to tell of where they came from, why they chose that country, and what they see for their future. They all have reasons why they had to leave, and what that place means to them; with the likes of my family, my Dad didn’t have a choice to come here, whereas my mum did. But again, it’s those stories of sacrifice, sacrificing everything they knew and had to have a better tomorrow, and then there are people, locals who will say “why are you here?” and question them. It’s like, you didn’t leave everything behind so that you could get bullied in a new country. You want to start afresh and you want to become a part of a community that wants you.

What’s surprised you or what have your learnt on Dead Lucky?

Straight off the bat, I have no special skills other than acting. My character, Bo-Lin is the super cool Asian your mum would compare you to growing up. I had to learn to swim (in the ocean), play the Violin, speak Mandarin and have an authentic Chinese accent. I worked closely with Mojean Aria (plays Mani, Bo-Lin’s boyfriend), who won the Heath Ledger Scholarship this year. I never met him at the callback stage, so he was the biggest surprise. I have so much respect and admiration for this guy, because not only did we form this naturally strong connection, but he also developed into a mentor-like figure for me. Working with him in rehearsals and on set was both a challenge (in the best way possible) and a dream.

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How do you approach acting a love story with an person you’ve only just met?

We understood that, yes the show follows the two detectives (Yoson and Rachel) solving this crime, but the crux of the whole series is the love that these two characters have for each other. We knew that if we didn’t work on it and the chemistry wasn't right, the whole story would fall over. When we started to shoot, majority of the time we only got two takes max for every scene, so we both decided that we needed to rehearse off set and know exactly what we’re doing before we got on set.

I think being emotionally open and finding things you genuinely love about another person’s soul is the best way to act like you’re in love. That way you don’t need to force yourself to love them or act at all infact, you just do and that’s one less thing to worry about.

What’s been the most fun shoot day you’ve had so far on Dead Lucky?

The nature of the show rides on relatively high stakes so the whole shooting process was a lot of fun. One scene that will always stick with me is when Bo-Lin and Mani (Mojean’s character) get into a very heated argument. Without giving too much away, the scene is a pivotal point in the story shifting the mood for the rest of the series. I remember I was so in Bo-Lin’s headspace, that when they called ‘cut!’ I just crumbled to my knees and wanted to cry. I was emotionally exhausted. I know - very dramatic. But that’s how much emotional and mental energy it should take to truly be immersed in someone else’s world.

Who are your heroes on screen?

Growing up I watched a lot of Hong Kong TVB Dramas. Journey to the West 1996 version with Dicky Cheung and Wayne Lai are still my favourite actors of all time. I love Sandra Oh, Adelaide Kane, Viola Davis. All incredible, smart and strong humans.

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Xana on Matariki (top left), Friday Night Bites (right) and Filthy Rich. 

Xana on Matariki (top left), Friday Night Bites (right) and Filthy Rich. 

Do you find the Australian screen industry much different to New Zealand, and if so what are the main differences? Do you think there are more opportunities for non-white or Asian representation in Australia compared to New Zealand?

Hands down - New Zealand productions have a better biscuit/snack station than Australian productions. I know that’s irrelevant but I just needed to get that off my chest.

Australia is a much bigger country that has more money to fund projects, and I feel that means they have more creatives to generate original content than in New Zealand. They have the supply for the demand. As far as Asian representation goes, I think when New Zealand thinks of ‘diversity’ they mainly show white and Maori and/or Pasifika. When Australia thinks ‘diversity’ they show white and Asian.

What’s the funniest or worst casting brief you’ve gotten this year?

I’m very fortunate that I get to audition for a range of different roles and not get boxed into any stereotypes. I think it helps that I look 15 but can also play a 25 year old. The funniest casting brief I got was “Hot Asian Girl”, I’m not sure how the States define ‘hot’ or if they have a scale to measure the hotness, but I ticked the other two boxes.

What would you like to see more of on New Zealand screens?

Original stories that include multicultural and multi-dimensional characters. Completely flawed characters that have a need to make the world a better place for themselves or for others. I think that’s what we’re all trying to do, it’s human, it’s interesting and it’s so relatable.

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What were the barriers you faced in becoming an actor?

The biggest barrier will always be the one I put in front of myself. It’s a bit of a self fulfilling prophecy. I think all actors would have gone through a similar process when they get a chance to audition for something, and they start doubting their capabilities to become this character before they even get in the room. I’m still learning to tell those thoughts to take a back seat and I’m getting better at it. If you don’t believe in your own potential, then why would anyone else?

Has race played a role in your acting career so far?

It hasn’t been a ‘thing that I play’ or that I got cast because I was from a certain cultural background, it was always “and you just happen to be Asian” end of story. It was only recently on Dead Lucky that I got to explore what it meant to be from a certain culture, embrace it and fearlessly bring that into the character and story.



Photos by Jen Huang.

Check out our interview with Yoson An, Kiwi actor who plays Charlie Fung on Dead Lucky, here.




 

Dead Lucky - Kiwi actor Yoson An talks about his role on a new SBS series and sharing the screen with Rachel Griffiths

"I believe filmmakers and storytellers have the power to either unite or divide humanity, and we need to be aware of that."

Yoson is fast becoming Aotearoa's next big thing.

Calm, collected but fiercely driven, Chinese-Kiwi Yoson An has been acting since 2012 and already has an impressive list of credits to his name. Locally, you might know him from Flat 3,  Mega Time Squad and cult classic Ghost Bride. A skilled martial artist and speaker of Cantonese and Mandarin, Yoson's natural charm on camera has landed him roles on international features Meg, Mortal Engines, Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon 2 and the HBO Asia mini-series Grace.

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Speaking with him about his career so far, what is most remarkable is that Yoson has consistently broken the tired stereotypes that Asian actors are often cast in, having the chance instead to play leading romantic roles, action heroes and nuanced characters that are far from the nerdy, one dimensional tropes, something he focuses on when writing and directing his own film projects, as well as curating his new media site for short films called 'SkyRise', something the driven actor works on when he's not on set.

Yoson recently landed a leading role, Charlie Fung, in the new SBS crime-thriller series Dead Lucky, acting alongside Rachel Griffiths. After arriving back in Auckland from the shoot in Sydney, Chye-Ling, co-founder of PAT, caught up with Yoson about the experience.

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Firstly, congratulations on shooting Dead Lucky! Tell us about the series.

DEAD LUCKY is a gripping crime thriller told from multiple perspectives. Detective Grace Gibbs (Rachel Griffiths) is obsessed with catching the armed robber who killed her junior officer. Charlie Fung (Yoson An) her new trainee, blames Grace for the death of his best friend.

Meanwhile a share house of international students think that they have found paradise, until one of their housemates disappears. A couple of greedy convenience store owners resort to deadly measures to defend their business. While on the outskirts of the city, a violent fugitive is hiding.

Over one week, the paths of these characters collide, leaving Grace and Charlie to find the killer, the missing girl ... and a way to rebuild their lives.

What was the casting brief for Charlie Fung - did it specify race?

Yes, they specifically wanted a Chinese male. SBS shows are quite consistently multi-culturally accurate in terms of casting, I believe they accurately represent Australia on screen.

Yoson and the cast of HBO's 'Grace'

Yoson and the cast of HBO's 'Grace'

How did you get the role - what was the audition process like?

It was through a self-tape audition. I sent the tape, they liked what I did and booked me (with no call back - which was extremely lucky and unusual at the same time).

What surprised you about working with Rachel Griffiths and the team on Dead Lucky?

I don’t think I was surprised about anything because I went in with no expectations. I really enjoyed working with Rachel, and the whole team was amazing. Rachel and I got along quite well - I think she’s an awesome person. It was a real honour for me to be co-starring with an academy award nominated actress; being around her and observing her process has taught me so much, and have also inspired me to go deeper into the craft. She was also really generous with providing me with some constructive guidance every now and again on set.

What’s been the most fun shoot day you’ve had so far?

This entire shoot has been a dream come true. The cast was stellar and the crew was amazing. Unfortunately, I can’t disclose the plot too much.. But one of the most memorable days of filming was when Rachel and I did our big confrontational scene (of the show) on the rooftop - it really reflected the depth of Charlie as well as Grace (Rachel’s character).

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Do you find the Australian screen industry much different to New Zealand, and if so what are the main differences? Do you think there are more opportunities for non-white or Asian representation in Australia compared to New Zealand?

In terms of cultural diversity (accuracy) on screen, I feel like Australia has more opportunities for non-white actors to break into the film industry than we do in New Zealand (since they’re constantly making new shows - creating more content than NZ). In saying that though, I also believe Australia has a lot more actors in general than we do in New Zealand. I was lucky to be involved in a SBS original series; they’re known for having accurate multicultural representation of Australia on screen.

Yoson on set of Dead Lucky - wearing Rory McCann's (The Hound in Game of Thrones) jacket to keep warm

Yoson on set of Dead Lucky - wearing Rory McCann's (The Hound in Game of Thrones) jacket to keep warm

As an actor I’m aware of the amount of auditions you have to go through before you book a role. Previous to this role, what kind of casting briefs were you getting through, and from what countries?

I’ve been quite fortunate with my auditions. There have been a few stereotypical Asian characters, but a lot of my briefs have been from US productions and most of the characters’ personalities have been quite multi-layered.  

What would you like to see more of on New Zealand screens?

More original content and a more truthful representation of multi-cultural casting to reflect the real world (if the story is based in our geographical reality).

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What were the barriers you faced in becoming an actor and a filmmaker?

I’m a big believer/experiencer of “what you put out, is what you get back”. The only barriers I’ve faced were the barriers I’ve imposed on myself. In my experience, this goes for anything and everything in life. Our personal beliefs can either accelerate us or hold us back. There have been many times where I’ve felt anxious on going into an audition or taking on a role (which may be seemingly too big - there’s really no such thing), but I’ve realised it always stems from a lack of self-worth. So I consciously do my best to let go of limiting beliefs that doesn’t serve me.

Charlie Fung is part of the new wave of POC characters breaking away from screen based stereotypes. Do you feel a certain pressure taking on this role?

I’ve certainly felt a pressure to do the best I can for this role - but it was more from the fact that the script itself is so amazing, and the cast members are all so talented, I just really wanted to do the best I can for the series. I was really excited about playing Charlie because he had so many layers to him; it definitely penetrated much deeper than the usual Asian stereotype - that’s also one of the reasons why I absolutely loved about being a part of this show.

Yoson on the set of 'Asian Men Talk About Sex'

Yoson on the set of 'Asian Men Talk About Sex'

What role do you see yourself playing in changing the way that Asian men are perceived on and off the screen?

I don’t have a particular plan as to how I can change the way Asian men are perceived, but I’d like to be of service by being the most truthful version of myself and create from that space. I feel like film and TV is a beautiful medium that can inspire and influence us to gain a deeper perspective of our surroundings. If ideas and cultures are represented falsely on screen - this may influence a false reality into viewer’s mind and create an illusion of separation in our world. I believe filmmakers and storytellers have the power to either unite or divide humanity, and we need to be aware of that.

In Asian Men Talk About Sex (a Loading Docs documentary), you speak candidly about sex from an Asian male perspective. What makes a good date, and have you been on any good ones lately?

A good date to me is when two people are attracted to each other (in whatever way they wish to define attraction), and at the same time, both totally comfortable with each other (where they can just fully be themselves). Unfortunately, I haven’t been on any lately..I’ve been too busy!

Check out Yoson in Asian Men Talk About Sex here

Photos by Jen Huang. 

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Throwback post: Why I wrote 'Call of the sparrows'

Last year saw the first PAT original being staged at The Herald Theatre in Auckland, Call of the Sparrows, written by Chye-Ling Huang and directed by James Roque.

A cast of 6 Asian NZders brought this epic tale to life. Check out this sweet piece in Metro about how it came to be!

 

Why I wrote Call of the Sparrows

by Metro and Chye-Ling Huang / 12 October, 2016

Proudly Asian Theatre, a new theatre company dedicated to giving a voice to Asian theatre artists in New Zealand, debuts its first original production at Herald Theatre this week. Call of the Sparrows blends shadow play, masks and interactive performance to create an ethereal world like no other. Its writer (and Proudly Asian Theatre co-founder and actor) Chye-Ling Huang, describes the inspiration for the play in her own words.

Chye-Ling (left) with her sister, Chye-Mei.

Chye-Ling (left) with her sister, Chye-Mei.


This is a photo of me in Malaysia when I was about 11 (on the left with the bumbag). I was born and raised in Auckland on the North Shore. My mum is from Christchurch, with Irish roots, my Dad is Chinese, born and raised in Malaysia. Travelling there for the first time was a life-changing experience. As one of four matching, adorable, mixed-race daughters, we were doted on like crazy and given the best that Kuala Lumpur had to offer. The sights, sounds and smells were nothing short of otherworldly - spiky durians being hacked open, raucous mahjong games til dawn, temples rising up into the sky.

I became obsessed with the stories of our Chinese family. My Dad grew up in KL, but I later learned my Kong Kong had fled his village in Southern China after the communists came through in 1949. The details are hazy. There was the story of Kong Kong’s first wife who died suddenly, a voodoo doll found under her mattress. The evil auntie, who ended up saving Kong Kong from execution, my Ah Ma, who would swear and argue for hours at people who weren’t there. Under the giddy influence of childhood, my Chinese history became a folklore, a collection of mythologies, and it’s only now that I’m starting to unravel the truth behind them all.

James Roque and Chye-Ling Huang, co-founders of PAT, graduating acting school

James Roque and Chye-Ling Huang, co-founders of PAT, graduating acting school

This is James Roque (left). James and I were the two Asian kids in our class at Unitec, where we trained as actors (and graduated as wizards). We started up Proudly Asian Theatre (then Pretty Asian Theatre) in 2013 as a reaction to the despondency we felt at the lack of Asian representation in theatre and film in New Zealand. It was a blessing having someone else sharing a Kiwi-Asian experience as an actor, let alone someone I actually could jam with creatively who was a pretty cool human. Without James’ support and friendship this wouldn't have been impossible.

This is PAT’s first original show. James is Filipino-Kiwi, I’m Chinese-Pakeha, and one thing we had in common was that the superstitions and stories of our Asian families were impossible, theatrical and spoke to a deep-seated need for meaning and connection. This play is a way for me to explore that world and begin to understand the humanity in the folklore. It’s also a way of reconciling my own beliefs, from a New Zealand lens looking back at pieces of my Chinese culture I was never happy to identify myself with, and the things I remembered vividly from the stories I was told. It’s about the messiness of identity, what we hold on to and what we would rather forget.
 

Call of the Sparrows rehearsal. 

Call of the Sparrows rehearsal. 

I’m still figuring out the kind of stories I want to tell, but this one feels like one I know deep in my bones. There’s something childlike in the imaginative world of this piece that has let us run wild with its theatrical presentation, and I’m immensely proud of the fact that we’ve put five Asian performers, mostly women, front and centre, with Asian creatives in the key roles. Whatever happens, we are getting the chance to do something big and challenging created by us, for us, and for me that is everything.

 

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"I guess that's why love is so alluring, because we believe in it even when it seems like the odds are not in its favour." - Nathan Joe, playwright of Losing Face

"What lengths do people go to save face, and how important is it?"

Award-winning playwright Nathan Joe takes some time out from his busy schedule to chat with PAT’s producer, Kelly Gilbride about love, writing for theatre and the first play he ever wrote, Losing Face. Losing Face will be making its debut this Wednesday 13 September at The Basement Theatre at 8.30pm! For more information visit our Facebook page.

Fun fact about Nathan - he is also one of eight leading men in Asian Men Talk About Sex - an intimate short documentary created by Proudly Asian Theatre and Loading Docs. Watch it here!

Playwright Nathan Joe.

Playwright Nathan Joe.

Kelly: This is the first play you ever wrote and you really took the plunge into quite an epic and sad love story. Was there anything specific, an event, a train of thought, that drove you to write Losing Face?

Nathan: Anyone familiar with gay relationship dynamics will tell you the younger Asian male and older white male is a notable one. It's a pairing that is also easy to be a bit cynical about too. One that I know people can often look down on and even sometimes scorn. So, then, it seemed natural to try and resist the impulse to judge and write something from the perspective of understanding.

Kelly: You’ve presented a relationship that is complex in more ways than one and that seems to be affected by some major external forces - different races, a wide age gap, the coming out of an older widowed man, societal norm. Can you speak to this - do you see these forces as barriers? What are you exploring with this relationship?

Nathan: Prejudice is at the heart of the play. Whether it's to do with race or age or what is simply expected of you. But I'm also interested in how prejudice can bring people together, as well as tear them apart. The notion of face is important here too. The idea of preserving your name or your social status. What lengths do people go to save face and how important is it?

Kelly: It seems rare to to see a play that explores an interracial relationship. How much do you think race plays a factor when choosing a sexual partner?

Nathan: I don't want to make too many bold claims, but race definitely has a major effect on how we judge or perceive potential sexual partners. Just like anything else. Admittedly this can be unconscious, but it's usually unconscious because it's a bias that has been left unchallenged.

Nathan Joe in Asian Men Talk About Sex, a 3 minute documentary

Nathan Joe in Asian Men Talk About Sex, a 3 minute documentary

If you believe the personal is the political, then it should naturally extend to the bedroom too. That's not to say you should feel obligated to have sex with every race. That's silly. But if you have an aversion to any particular race then that definitely says a lot about you.

Kelly: Do you believe that love can transcend against even the greatest odds?

Nathan: Oh God. I don't know. I don't know. I'd like to think so. But I guess that's why love is so alluring, because we believe in it even when it seems like the odds are not in its favour.

Sorry if that doesn't answer your question.

Kelly: What do you hope audiences will take away or learn from Losing Face?

Nathan: Just leaving with a greater sense of empathy for the characters and people in general.

Kelly: What is the driving force behind your writing?

Nathan: Curiosity - if I can understand what makes a character tick that's really satisfying. And exploring the notion of right versus right. Where nobody is necessarily in the wrong. Where everyone has their reasons.

Nathan's play 'Like Sex' explored the dynamics of teenage sex and was staged earlier this year

Nathan's play 'Like Sex' explored the dynamics of teenage sex and was staged earlier this year

Kelly: What do you find most frustrating about the theatre you see staged in Auckland?

Nathan: Lack of scope or ambition can be frustrating. But that's less about the makers and more about a lack of resources. Also I feel that we don't have a strong culture of really nurturing directors. Luckily we have plenty of talented actors who are willing to rise to the challenge.

Kelly: What are the most exciting things you’re seeing in theatre and film at the moment?

Nathan: Julia Croft's If There's No Dancing at the Revolution, Then I'm Not Coming. I saw it for the second time just to take some friends. But I didn't expect to love it even more on the rewatch. Victor Rodger's Ranterstantrum felt vital to me too. The stakes and tension felt very real. Very pertinent. And so so so angry. A necessary anger.

And I'm not seeing it till this Friday, but I'm incredibly excited for Alice Canton's OTHER [chinese].

Kelly: What advice would you give to first time playwrights?

Nathan: Read and see a lot of plays.










 

"To have conversations about sex, you need to be both vulnerable and open." Chye-Ling gets down to the nitty gritty with Tearaway

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Tearaway Mag's Nidha Khan got the down-low on the discoveries, surprises and embarrassing moments director Chye-Ling Huang had whilst making Asian Men Talk About Sex.

Read is below or check it out on tearaway here

 

DIRECTOR CHYE-LING HUANG: BEING TRUTHFUL TO ASIAN STORIES

SEPTEMBER 11, 2017

By NIDHA KHAN

James, Han and Yoson share their experiences

James, Han and Yoson share their experiences

Your task: Name at least 10 current mainstream Asian film or T.V. characters who aren’t the “nerdy best friend, silent kung-fu master, tech whiz in the office.”

Struggling?

It’s probably because there aren’t that many.

Now, given the growing online buzz around ‘representation’ and how it affects different ethnic communities, the next logical questions to ask are: How does this depiction of Asian men filter down into the everyday lives of young Asian men? And if sex, love, and dating are “universal human experiences, where is the real talk when it comes to Asian men?” These are the questions which director Chye-Ling Huang seeks to answer in her recent short film, Asian Men Talk About Sex, where eight Asian men speak candidly about love, sex, and dating in NZ.

Being able to represent Asian stories in really truthful ways and against stereotypes is a cause that Huang actively fights for through the theatre she co-founded in 2013 – and still runs – called Proudly Asian Theatre. But, this year, she decided to also venture into filmmaking as part of the Loading Docs initiative. In her film, she focuses solely on the experiences of Asian men since there aren’t any or enough of them in NZ media. There’s a need to create narratives which aren’t de-sexualising or emasculating, but just showcase a bunch of everyday, regular Asian guys, because that’s what they deserve.

James Roque is one of the 8 Asian men in the film.

James Roque is one of the 8 Asian men in the film.

 

It’s been a hard conversation to begin in NZ since we’re pretty stifled in our emotions. Huang’s found that people don’t tend to think about the current links between race, love, dating, and sex if they aren’t affected, and that men in particular don’t open up and talk to each other. Even when she’s spoken to her male Asian friends, they’ve never considered it. Mainly, it’s because they don’t want to. They’re forced to live with these stereotypes all the time and it’s not an area they enjoy delving into.

“It’s the classic NZ thing that we aren’t very open. It’s definitely a part of the NZ cultural soup that makes us feel shameful to talk about anything in the open. We don’t celebrate openness, we celebrate stoicism and a quiet confidence, like the All Blacks. Being vulnerable and open is not something NZ is very good at and of course, to have conversations about sex, you need to be both vulnerable and open.” – Chye Ling Huang

Han Huang, an immigrant from Malaysia, features in the doco

Han Huang, an immigrant from Malaysia, features in the doco

When she first began creating the film, the reaction from the people around her was “really mixed.” It took people a while to wrap their heads around it and they generally went through phases of shock, then surprise, and then curiosity. But, overall, it’s opened up a lot of dialogue for the people in her life. Even a month before the film’s release, people would approach her with various questions: Why are you making this? What’s the film really about? What are these concepts?

Being able to create these open conversations, spaces, and communities is what Huang’s found rewarding and enlightening. She feels that she’s gained a better understanding about the nuances of what it’s like to be an Asian guy in NZ, male sexuality in general, how different it is for men and women in terms of learning about sex, and the filmmaking process.

“There’s a lot of insidious things that happen that are really subtle, which I think is today’s brand of racism in NZ. The way that racism presents itself now is a lot of micro-aggressions… Some men would also say things like, “I would be swiping on Tinder and I would be like, she’s white, she’d be too pretty for me.” That level of internal racism towards yourself and your own culture was really interesting and something I wasn’t expecting.”  Chey-Ling Huang

The conversations around porn were also really interesting. Every person she interviewed talked about learning sex through porn and how damaging it was for them. Every single person brought it up, but Huang never instigated the discussion, it just came up organically. It’s definitely made her question whether she agrees with porn any more and how problematic it is that it’s become more socially acceptable for young men to watch it and that it’s a lot more damaging at a younger age than most people expect.

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In terms of learning about filmmaking, she was able to find both commonalities and points of difference between the theatre. For example, the theatre is an “extremely visual medium” which she thought lent itself well behind the camera, you’re basically creating stories from images. But, in the theatre, you’re limited to time, space, and the physical world. If you want to create something different, you need to be really inventive with the way you use your body and create the energy in the room. In film, you can literally do anything. “You can have unicorns flying through the screen and then you’re suddenly underground. It’s quite limitless.”

Having gone through this experience, her advice for other newbies is that “if you’re thinking about getting into it, just do it, because it’s not as scary and hard as you think it is. Coming from a theatre background, I was ready to be overwhelmed by all the technical stuff and ready to be put in a lot of hard work to catch up in that area. But, if you have a team around you that kind of knows what they are doing or at least have some ideas, it becomes easy and do-able.”

Huang’s next move is to have her film garner as many views as possible across NZ and the rest of the world. She feels that the more successful the film is, the more it proves that POC (people of colour) stories should be up on our screens; that they’re worth putting money into. But she’s clear that it isn’t just up to filmmakers like her. You and the rest of the public can do something by raising your voices and supporting POC narratives by simply sharing, liking, and commenting on social media and “giving the higher powers the stats they need to justify putting money into POC stories.” We are long overdue for both interesting and diverse POC stories on a mainstream level, so let’s do this!